Crossroads ditty # 15: Ace of Bass (on the bus or off the bus #2—ranting in that other kids' face)
By Benjamin Norman Pierce
Poetry » 2022 Issue
Poetry » 2022 Issue
So some days you need to be on the bus or off the bus
and if the only bus is a metro you grab it, like:
the last lollipop in the dentist's candy bowl
a last chance to piss
the last orange tic-tac in the tic-tac box
you grab that bus like the last way out--
and I stepped into the squarest shadow moving on the sidewalk--
and on I go--
across from a kid standing taller than himself
in the nook you make when you hinge and lock back the seat
and, standing taller than him, his upright bass
and like it was waiting for me, across from him
the final spot, like it named you to grab the bus to grab that spot
so in I slid
like a tongue between two raw teeth
still mourning the tooth between themselves
spat out at the crossroads to speak the name you came there to speak--
and all of this so I could look up at him
stare through his glasses and smile like
temptation on the other side of glass
and that glass moving away, you left on the sidewalk
because you didn't grab the bus
but I grabbed the bus
and all so I could say:
“Hey kid, tell me what you would think
of playing the world's very saddest song
on that tall deep stick you got with you?”
“I don't know,” he said
neither on the bus or off the bus--
“I got it!” cackled the large lady to his side
“Like, the world's saddest song on the world's smallest violin!”
she cried like an electrified crow
that got fresh with one too many telephone poles--
and he smiled like toffee melted on a dashboard
like a Velveeta Wonderbread toasted cheese sandwich
just burned enough you still gotta eat it:
the ace of bass finally meeting the joker in his own deck
and I pulled the cord like I was grabbing a final need
with the last set of fingers in the world
because she had sang it out, that song
and you are on the bus or off the bus
and I
I was off the bus.
Benjamin Norman Pierce is a professional dishwasher with BA's in Philosophy, History, and English. In the mid '90's he lived in Sofia for two and a half years, teaching history at the First English Language Gymnasium and participating in the expatriate writing circles there. He self-published a novel, Snuck Past Death and Sleep, and has an album of Lovecraft-inspired ambient music, Al-Azif, available on Spotify, Bandcamp and Soundcloud. Among other places, he has published poetry in Lilliput Review, Poesy, Dragonfly, Raintown Review, Red Owl, Scifaikuest, Free Verse, and Journal of the Western Mystery Tradition. He practices Hermetic magick.